Writings and thoughts from Brad Deifer

Brad Deifer Evo Recordings Raleigh, NC President/Founder

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Sands Stand Time Still Rambling again

Sands Stand Time Still
How does that which made us happy, whole and who we are at one point, morf into a whole new set of things we contrive and accept makes us happy, as it is the proper way to "mature"
I hate that word mature, mature into ehat, unhappiness....
Yeah, yeah I know life changes and our plans change, and we get more "responsibilty" even if we don't really want to get responsible. Simple is easy, and what we get is older, new priorities and habded a bag full of shit. Life can make it impossible to chase dreams, and it can stifle the human sole, fuck not can ..... WILL stifle your sole.
Our dreams get passed on for hope for others, and a stable life, not truly that anyone does it to us, it just happens but why, why do we lose wht we loved and have to replace it. We all know we can love more than one,
Ill tell ya why, time, its a slippery motherfucker and will suck your life away, slow down,try things, live a little the way your instincts tell you, cause motherfucker as you get old, your instincts, heart, and drive move on........so dont chase time, make it chase you, balance, do not forfeit you, that is the way time likes to win, by forfeit.......fuck you wont beat it either way, so control time based on your heart and instinct. Sleep late, stay up late, and fuck and fish and write and drink according toy uor own clock, cause that motherfucker time and his bastard children "money" and status quo, will always win.....it has too so atleast make the sand have to roll and the clock tick. Live by your heart and gut, feelings and passions.
Dont grow up to fast and dont shrink down to slow. All in !!!! And let it roll....
Sand stand time still
All needs to forget about time and your thrills
Dont waste ur time on booze or drugs, I did, qnd look where it got me....the same place your going Dead.......smile baby its the begining of the end everyday, so dont keep anything on delay.....
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Motivations was Iconclast on Sundance

"Hard to imagine seeing things today the way they looked younger. Some of living is exercising your courage when you really got it, and that is in your youth."
Bravery in youth.
"Caution can be something that keeps u alive, and it can also be a disease. Somehow that is why you want to keep testing yourself so you don't lose that kind of connection with things and your own abilities."
"Sometimes I think the difference between a good parent and a bad parent is the luck the kid has. Your a great parent if you encourage your kid to live life and be brave and all of that, your a bad parent if the one time their doin it they go off wrong on their neck and get paralyzed."
I read "Into the Wild" in 19 95 by John Krauker, about Chris Mcandless giving it all away and disappearing into nature, Sean Penn made the movie last year. Saw it than and saw it again tonight amazing, you should DEFINATELY see it if your reading this :)
Im gonna start drinking White Russians as my new cocktail of choice
Adventure, I need an adventure of some sort.
More important thana clear idea of God it's the ground we walk on, and the time we walk on it. Live our life while we're here.
If what your doing is true and authentic you wont care what other folks think.
In some ways this life is just a story, and the only thing I know for sure is the End.
The worst thin in life is to be bored, working 8 hours a day is hell, id rather be dead
- John Krauker
Its not about doing risky things but more about feeling the life you live while you live it -Sean Penn
The key to piece of mmind is authenticity, nature is staunchly authentic.
Its about going where your passion leads and sharing it with the ones you love, not sleepwalking through life.
- John K
U get inspired to inspired to inspiren than you get inspired by someone else
"The life we have is set up and big enough to be a spiritual thing, as long as you dont just sit on your ass. Its good air to breathe."
- Sean Penn



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